OJT Time Part 7

Oh yeah! were home already, we feel good kasi maaga kami umuwi makakapagpahinga kami. Pero I help Charlotte doin her research, Im good doin those things. Promise! parang everyday kasi nung College we do our research in a certain subject ay naku! ang dali dali mag copy and paste, para di mahalata use thesaurus para tingin ng synonym ng certain word tapos dagdagan nalang ng konti and AYOS Na! Hayyy! Tomorrow will be our last duty at Veterans, Yey! so it's time to celebrate, di kami natulog ng maaga noh! early mornin na kami natulog kasi naman, feel namin mag shot last night na namin eh! so bumili kami booze. Konti lang kami uminom some are sleeping na kasi kaya yun. Oh well it's ok I enjoyed having drinks with them. It's past 11pm na so pumunta na si Lovely, Janet and Kuya Bien sa terminal ng Fariñas kukunin yung padala ni Lovely na longanissa, breakfast namin! Yum! Yum! so naiwan kami, Kuya Edgar and I are talking, kung ano-ano pinag uusapan mga shits sa buhay. I feel sleepy na so natulog ako saglit then babangon pagdating nila, kumain kami ng longa. Anyway were on our way to Veterans kasi 6am yung duty, all are set! Don't forget the gift! Yey! medyo late kami mg konti. Hahahaha! Ok naman yung duty, check V/S. Students Room "Malapit na maglunch! Oh ano ibibigay na ba natin yung gift natin kay Mam? Yup! ibigay na natin! Excited na kasi ako makita kung ano reaction niya" So, tinitignan namin si Ms.Muriel kung papasok siya then binigay na namin yung gift. Nagulat si Ms. Muriel! After that lunch na, I'm not feeling well na. Okay kinausap ako Janet because of the word "BIGATIN kasi SILA" Nahuli kasi kami sa students room, then Ms. Muriel and Kuya Edgar and Briham is there also, about the ---- sinabi ko naman talaga. Were okay naman pagpunta namin sa canteen, then yun sinabi ni Briham kay Janet and then naging complicated. So shit na! I don't feel good about it and everyone is blaming me what happen with that bigatin word, and Im denying what I feel napansin din ni Mam, I'm blushing! hope matapos na ang duty I want to go out na, pero parang ang bagal ng oras. FUCK! FUCK! ibibigay pa ni mam yung simple token namin, binigay na syempre agawan kung ano maganda. Natapos na rin picture taking na! So nag pic kami Yey ang saya! pero ako I don't feel good! Shit pa rin pakiramdam ko nag iinit na katawan ko sa inis, may gusto ako sapakin na kasama namin sa sobrang inis. Pero smile pa rin ako noh, pwede ba pangit itsura ko. Natapos na rin photo shoot namin, hug kami isa-isa ni Mam, poota naiiyak ngay ako! Shit kasi yung nararamdaman ko, para akong outcast sa group. Were goin home na I asked my classmates if they want to accompany me para wait si Leah, no one say Yes to me, na depressed ako pero si Kuya Edgar lang nakaramdam na I don't feel good that day. So sabi ko sa kanya tara sa Trinoma let's drink ako bahala hanggang kaya mo, pero bili muna ako damit ko muna magpapalit ako coz I hate wearing my red polo shirt and Leah will tease me. So bumili kami and meet Leah then naghanap resto bar so sa Giligans kami nag shot anyway love ko ang Giligans and Dencio's tambayan namin nung college. Pag naiinis ako gusto ko lumabas, para ma relax utak ko. Giligans na kami! so kwento ko kay Leah what happen to me I told her I think they hate me. Anyway for all I care they don't know me either and I told my sister "baka nayayabangan sila sa akin" wala ako magagawa kung mayabang ako. Magyayabang ako kasi may ipagyayabang ako and di nila ako kilala. Kwentuhan kami Kuya Edgar mga shit sa buhay na naman, hinihintay namin si Azhra kasi galing pa siya sa work , kasama namin siya magshoshot syempre. Sarap! puro proffessional na naman kasama ko, ang saya ng kwentuhan iba kasi feeling. Kasi yung mga kasama ko OJT, they are not mature enough to handle things even if they are married it's not enough. You may see me laughing, teasing and acting like a kid sometime because I want to be happy and I want them to feel that I love them and I care. You're wondering why they are not mature enough, eto yung situation sa Hospicio may kabit kasi yung asawa ng --- then they keep advising na sasamahan ka namin ---- makipag away blah blah blah...Kid stuff......... Anyway I'm just smilin hehe! dapat sinabi nalang ayusin nyo problem nyo pag-uwi --- kasi fighting is not good to a healthy relationship. Hayyy salamat nawala na rin yung inis ko, Im happy kasi I'm with my friends. Late na kami umuwi, wala na ako pakialam sa curfew kasi bukas pa alis namin, kelangan sulitin yung time pagkatapos shot. Next stop Coffee Bean, di talaga mawawala sa system namin ni Azh ang coffee. Tambay muna kami, kelangan sulitin ang oras.

>to be continued